(Dis)Avventure di un ragazzo in terra irlandese

It’s already the second time it’s happening in my life.

My way to be is  so fucking strange?  Why the people can’t just accept my act, my way to take care about the peoples?

Ok, i must realize that, to be polite, nice, caring about people, is not a good attitude in this world.

And worst, all this things, everytime, are messing up all.  I should stop to think. Good suggestion.
I want to forget my way to be.

I want to change a bit with this post, and i want to try to talk about something different.. no more something about me, but about a world for me very important… the world of internetS.

In the past weeks an important trial was on. Doesn’t matter the geografic location, the verdict will affect all the planet.

The Major of the copyright are in trial against Fredrik Neij aka ‘TiAMO,’ Gottfrid Svartholm Warg aka ‘Anakata,’ Peter Sunde aka ‘Brokep‘. in other words, Pirate Bay.

A new world is on today: a world made by bytes, freedom, sharing of knowledge and free software. A  world without materia and without any limit and differents. Where all the people are eguals and different in the same time,
This new world is considered as a minace from the “old” world.
The old world, doesn’t represent anymore the will of the modern artists… they are defending a system to make more money. Not the Artists anymore.

This is what I think.

The court will pronunce the sentence the 17 of April at 11 AM  Swedish time. The same day, you will find an update on this semiBlog.

The Court have an important responsability, the future of the internets and our freedom to share will depends from this verdict.

Pirate are free, culture is freedom.

Good Luck Guys.

First post of the year! and I want to give this post to a special person. More than 6 month are already passed and today, i found a receipt in a drawer…

Amazing aftenoon, tasty pizza and good wine in Temple Bar, long and interesting walk in Dublin City Center and after, O’connell bridge….. forever a special place for me.

I know, i don’t have to think anymore about what’s happened.. but anyway i learned a lot, was a good  and important experiece for me.

I will never thank you enough… you unlocked me. A part of my hearth will be for you, forever.

Thanks again, K.

So, this is the last post of the year. And like every end of the year is time to do some balance.

Good things of this year:

• New Job, great job
• Very good peoples
• A new friend, i think..
• learned loads of new things. Geek things and more than something about the life.
• got a good, confortable huge double room in a Calm place called Leixlip.
• a new nephew (Antonio, welcome in this Horrible, fucking world baby. enjoy your moment)
• drunk more beer than the last year, so been drunk more time than the last year
• Saw Oslo and Galway
• Got a new position on my desk,new opportunity to grow up

Bad stuff of this year:

• I still can’t beat my fear, often
• again, too much tears
• Not satisfied at all about my life. I don’t have any right to complain, overall i’m very lucky.. but still.

A new love was bloomed in August, but i was too stupid, or too much confused. Someone told me was the right desicion to take.. but still to difficult for me to follow the “no regrets” way to think about.

After the balance, should be good to have some target for the new year.. some of them are:

• To take all the possible knowledge from my job and try to enjoy it very well.

• Keep in touch with some people, but this point is subordinated at the point below

• choose the right people

• be more relaxed about my job

I hope some people enjoyed to stay with me, in this very short, for me, year.

To all my readers.. be your new years full of all the best things.

Ok Guys, I want to announce I took the position of coach in my desk. The P&G desk.

But, as usual, I’m scared about that. I’m worried because important peoples are leaving this place today and nobody seems care about that. I’m not a manager, but if a good person, with a lot of knowledge want to leve, I will ask why and, of course, I wiil do my best to keep him/her in the position.

But this is just an idea and someone maybe think the people are changeble, everytime in every case. This is true, but the knowledge is another stuff.

I think my desk will be a real hell in the next 3 months.  Not too much knowledge for us. Good knowledge, but not excellent. But anyway, we will grow up together.

So… what I can say? Just really thanks to the peoples helped me to grow up and to solve issue, to understand and to.. be pacient. I will miss you guys. Have a nice life :)

I have a new one guys :) where?? Tongue!

:D

Don’t worry about the shuttle bus, the man of the milk will save you and will bring you at the HP!

The day is starting good :-)

The song don’t need any comment.
I want to be onthat ship..

Ah, ah,
We come from the land of the ice and snow,
from the midnight sun where the hot springs blow.
The hammer of the gods
Will drive our ships to new lands,
To fight the horde, singing and crying:
Valhalla, I am coming!
On we sweep with threshing oar,
Our only goal will be the western shore.
Ah, ah,
We come from the land of the ice and snow,
from the midnight sun where the hot springs blow.
How soft your fields so green,
Can whisper tales of gore,
Of how we calmed the tides of war.
We are your overlords.
On we sweep with threshing oar,
Our only goal will be the western shore.
So now youd better stop and rebuild all your ruins,
For peace and trust can win the day
Despite of all your losing.

Sadness.

She wakes up
Rage and grace
Pulling me closer, pushing away
And me
The sharpest thorn on your vine
Twisting and turning
We’re all intertwined

Broken wing
Empty glass
Words that scream and bounce right back
She says, you know
We’d all like to rearrange

I wish I could fix you
And make you how I want you
I wish I could fix you
And I wish you could fix me

I wish I could heal you
And mend where you are broken
I wish I could heal you
And I wish you could heal me

Ha la la la

A beaming sunrise buries the night
The setting sun destroys the light
Then she says, baby, I’ve gotta get going
Cutting each other
Without even knowing

She sees a million stars like holes in the sky
All God’s tears for her they cry
And I am in her rain

I’ll never learn. Yesterday, just arrived home after a looong day in HP, I thought about the big mistake I did in my life.
And shit, are a lot. And worst, are always the same. Words never told, kisses never given, hugs and things never done. Wrong decisions. A lot of them.

I feel fragile. like an empty thin glass.

I don’t know what I want. I don’t know what to think. I’d like to be a machine.  A Machine also do miskakes, but only because an Human do Mistakes.

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