Questo post e’ dedicato allo Zio Pino.

La morte dello Zio Pino mi ha fatto pensare che alla fine, siamo qui sempre di passaggio. E che ogni secondo che passa, potrebbe essere l’ultimo.

Quindi, seguendo il consiglio che Katha mi diede una volta, “No regrets, my boy” credo che pensero’ molto di meno su quello che devo fare. Non so se mio Zio, alzandosi per l’ultima volta dal suo letto aveva dei rimorsi, o ancora cose da fare.
Io cerchero’ di alzarmi la mattina e non avere nulla da dire o da fare.

La sua e’ stata una morte inaspettata, il cosidetto “Fulmine a ciel sereno”. Ma ovunque egli sia al momento, di sicuro stara’ meglio di prima.

Un regalo atipico adesso, ma viviamo nell’era del web 2.0, e i classici epitaffi non credo che funzionino piu’.

Lacio Drom Zio, ci becchiamo.

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=duP3WwuUaAc

If I look back, the summary is overall positive.

I want to start with the good things, first of all about my job, that gave me the opportunity to learn a lot (maybe not enough, but I don’t want to complain), to meet new people and to swear in at least 3 different  languages with a lot of satisfaction.

As usual, I learnt a lot about people. So many different way to be, so many different approaches. Was not so good to discover some of them (approaches) but i consider them educative anyway. The bad side of this was to discover  that someone don’t want to be cared at all. And sometimes, after all the things you did together (good, very good and of course bad thing in some way) the feeling is very bad. Nothing is bad like to refuse to be friend of someone. doesn’t matter the reason, is just fucking bad. Specially for me.To refuse attentions, to refuse hugs. To don’t have the courage to look persons in the eyes, and to don’t know the reason.  To be jelous.
But I survived anyway and I will go on. Maybe some tears sometimes, but that’s help as well to understand life.

People left, but is so good to have the internet on my side, so I can keep in touch with them. Annu, Soph, Claudi, il Catta, Katha, Nodis and all the others I miss here.

Pirate bay loose the firt 2 parts of the Trial, and this sucks a lot. But they create an amazing thing called Magnet link, so I’m happy enough.

I did and buy a lot f nerd thing this year, the top prize go the the Binary watch. My T-shirt collection reached quota 53.
I moved with my girfriend, and that is the biggest bet I ever done in my life. still on, so, see you next year for updates on this.

I have a car now. Light blue, year 2002. Cheap price. A nice desk at home, ina a tiny room with flags and posters.
I failed to get any network certification, and this is a bad point. I gave myself a deadline and, a bit for laziness, a bit because from when a live in Swords I have less time for myself I didn’t figure out to take it.
I will move this target to the next year.

I travelled a bit, I saw London. Nice place and a lot of blood in the Tower.

Well, this was my update here. Hoping in a new, better and challenging year.

Have a nice one guys, try to be happy in this shit called life.

• Other 2 piercing on my ears (2, but very little). Well are not that little, but I did it :)
  
• Learn english (no hope)
• Make another tattoo
• A good laptop
• An EEPC to modify and do hack
• More pins for my hat

Yes, a bet.

Normally I don’t like to play games, I was in Vegas and all the people inside the casino’ was looking at me because I wasn’t not playing.
But now, I must play this game.  As someone told me, I’m not playing with money but with sentiments, If I win I will  be not able to buy an house maybe.. but I will be rich of other things.

This is a major change.. We bought a car. I will move in another house. We will live together. We will have bills to pay, savings to do.

As a game of black jack, we need luck, Technic,  a good drink, maybe something to smoke and a good place where we can rest and to think between a round and another one. And to play with other people is always good.. I hope Y&L,  M&G and other will be at my side, in some way. I don’t want to loose my spaces.. I want to have new spaces. Maybe different spaces, but still… are spaces.

Let’s start the game. But As Toto’ told me “if you loose 200$, back at home. Stopping to play will be a good prize ” In this way you will have the opportunity to come back to play, If you wish.

The cards are on the table. Who want to play?

I’m so happy to come here in Siciliy, to see my parents, my family and some of the old friends I have here.

Was so good to drink with Hannibal, my cousins, to see again the most incredible creature called Fly and to talk and drink coffee with Ambra in our “special place”.
But I’m so happy as well to come back to “my” life in Dublin. My habits, My place, My place… and all the people I have close to me.

Will be so good to see you all guys. I miss my job.
Maybe some people doesn’t miss me… or worst, they don’t care about me anymore. At all. but who fucking care??? I’m learning to do the same, with the people who deserve this type of treatment.
Lot of new things are waiting for me in Ireland.. and, I promised already to don’t allow any persons to ruin my days, from now on.

Ireland, I’m coming back.

All is changing. and my attitude to the change is not, of course, my preferred point.

Loads of people leaved the desk in the past days, souple of them very important for me for different reasons. The life in my workplace start to be more difficult than the past because the business is not so healty like in the past and the rapport with a couple of persons, not for my fault, is changed radically (see previous post). So is difficult to laught, have fun and work with the peace of mind I had before. Is difficult even to try to have fun.

I discovered one of my bad point: attitute to changes 0. Zero. Null. ” “.

I want just stay in peace with the people, to solve problems and have fun. But this, true until few weeks ago, seems not possible anymore.

Nobody is able to say thank you, to praise a bit the persons around.
To keep the relations in a good status. What type of shitty umanity I have around me?? Again, I should forget my way to be and became like all the others. Seems so easy in that way.
It’s all your fault, A.

But maybe, as usual, these are useless consideration about something might happening just in my mind.
Just useless opinions of a nerd in the clouds of Internet.

It’s already the second time it’s happening in my life.

My way to be is  so fucking strange?  Why the people can’t just accept my act, my way to take care about the peoples?

Ok, i must realize that, to be polite, nice, caring about people, is not a good attitude in this world.

And worst, all this things, everytime, are messing up all.  I should stop to think. Good suggestion.
I want to forget my way to be.

I want to change a bit with this post, and i want to try to talk about something different.. no more something about me, but about a world for me very important… the world of internetS.

In the past weeks an important trial was on. Doesn’t matter the geografic location, the verdict will affect all the planet.

The Major of the copyright are in trial against Fredrik Neij aka ‘TiAMO,’ Gottfrid Svartholm Warg aka ‘Anakata,’ Peter Sunde aka ‘Brokep‘. in other words, Pirate Bay.

A new world is on today: a world made by bytes, freedom, sharing of knowledge and free software. A  world without materia and without any limit and differents. Where all the people are eguals and different in the same time,
This new world is considered as a minace from the “old” world.
The old world, doesn’t represent anymore the will of the modern artists… they are defending a system to make more money. Not the Artists anymore.

This is what I think.

The court will pronunce the sentence the 17 of April at 11 AM  Swedish time. The same day, you will find an update on this semiBlog.

The Court have an important responsability, the future of the internets and our freedom to share will depends from this verdict.

Pirate are free, culture is freedom.

Good Luck Guys.

First post of the year! and I want to give this post to a special person. More than 6 month are already passed and today, i found a receipt in a drawer…

Amazing aftenoon, tasty pizza and good wine in Temple Bar, long and interesting walk in Dublin City Center and after, O’connell bridge….. forever a special place for me.

I know, i don’t have to think anymore about what’s happened.. but anyway i learned a lot, was a good  and important experiece for me.

I will never thank you enough… you unlocked me. A part of my hearth will be for you, forever.

Thanks again, K.